These days I am searching for a lot of courage.  Courage to stand up for what I believe in. Courage to take a risk even when I do not know what is coming.  I find myself evaluating what does it mean to have courage.  Is it just a ton of lies that I am telling myself or is there something more substantial there.  Something so deep and penetrating that my entire soul and being gets transcended into a state of confidence.

Courage has a lot to do with faith.  Faith that no matter how hard the decisions that lie before me, it will all turn out Ok.  I am a God believing man.  I believe that the hand of the Divine guides me and even at some times holds me up, especially when I am about to fall down.

In the end I find my courage by being honest.  Honest that things will be hard and that no matter what I will not give up, even when it seems to be the easiest course.

The wheels are now in motion and its time to act.  Its time to be all that I can.